2006-04-06 - 6:27 a.m.
No.
I... I didn't need yesterday. I mean, I didn't expect no-one to have my back. That was rough, especially since I didn't deserve it. It is perhaps overly dramatic to say I feel betrayed, but I do feel like I was left alone to be insulted (does being called, quite clearly, "dishonest", not count as an insult anymore?), and no-one thought anything of it. I'm not strong enough to do it all by myself - and being left alone when I could have used some backup - not of the ideas I was talking about, but backup for ME, the one who was called dishonest and biased and treated as if my opinion couldn't be valid, it had to be malice and grudges, ME - hurt. Really hurt.
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